Totally broken. Was a horrible experience. Truly. You see a man you hate with the passion of a thousand burning suns, after three years. It’s horrible. I was sick from my core and out to my skin. I have never felt this sick panic or fear. Ever.
I have felt the same feeling, and I feel for you. It is truly one of the worst feelings that is.
“In ‘Take The Pill’, the actual pill is anything you want it to be. As we all know, the world of western medicine is filled with doctors who over-prescribe drugs to their patients. Often, the patient does not need the drug, and often, the doctor is being paid by the drug company to prescribe it to people, even though it may be unsafe, untested, or unnecessary. In some extreme cases, we are forced to take these drugs, when incarcerated within a mental hospital for example. I’ve been put into a line with other mental patients and given drugs with names I didn’t even know while the nurses watched to make sure I didn’t spit them out or hide them underneath my tongue. We were being experimented on, and we were told we would be just fine, but most of us weren’t. Some of these drugs have altered my mind and changed the way I think forever. I will never be the same. The medical community denies that this happens. The drug companies deny that these side effects could even possible exist. We are all called liars. But the worst thing is when you actually do need a drug, and it has horrible, life-ruining side effects, but you have to take it anyway, every day, simply in order to stay alive. You need the drug, but you hate the drug. It keeps you alive but it makes your life miserable. These are the drugs I am on now, and this is why the song is so angry.”—Emilie Autumn,about the meaning of song “Take The Pill” (via pajnappell)
and heere we goo. Given up on another guy, lalala. And not a single fuck was given that day !
WHAT THE FUCK. WHAT THE FUCK. WHAT THE FUCK. … :’c
Don’t worry, love. :) I ain’t broken up over it. I just don’t care for a man who runs after every woman who lays eyes upon him. I don’t have time for mansluts… hahaha, and he knows he is one. c: well, NOW WE CAN WRITE THAT I’M FOR SALE. HAHAHA